Pansy · Parkinson

I could had never realized that doing charity would be rewarding. I am currently aiding the construction of another wizarding school in Britain. The location is not disclose yet for obvious reasons but from what I hear it won't be anything like Hogwarts. however it will have some of the same constructional values. It is so saddening what happened to the school but this is a chance to make a new start without expoing the younger generations to current dangers.

Private to Draco
If you still read this and wish to see me there is an event coming up that might facilitate that. Of course it would be needed of you to be in disguise.

Oh I really can not believe that our school is now gone.

Locked Private
I did not know that was going to happen. Technically speaking I killed three persons. I do not care much for any of them especially the old man but... the school?

Private

I can not believe that it happened. I am now probably one of the women with most control in the least amount of time. I am not certain of what I want to do if it ever comes the time where I have to run to a battle, but I shall take one step at a time. My family, friends and loyalty comes before everything and anyone that dared break shall be punished. Draco will pay for what he did. I do not take heartaches easily especially when it was the first one I felt.

Again I am not certain of what the plans of action are. The Lord accepted my proposal with my terms, we escaped the mark and the Slytherins escaped being under his command. I am aware he might think I am under his command but I am surprised of the way I carried myself in front of him I suppose that what I wanted shadowed any feeling of fear, and disgust. I believe I can use the role others impose on me, my words, and my role in society rather well. It is just a matter of time before I decide what my course of action will be.

Ours that is. I am not in charge of only myself but of the Slytherins also I shall suggest that they also when in society pretend not to be towards any other side, or send mixed signals. It is far more useful for hearing conversations that are useful.

Private to Recently Graduated Slytherins
It worked. The Lord accepted our terms, I am not marked and neither shall any of you. I need all of you to acquire a post that is useful for any news. I am not certain what I am to do at the moment but we have not received orders.

End Privates

I detest the summer, it is far too hot and the sun is always blazing no matter to which corner of the house you disappear to.

 Locked Private to Seventh Year Slytherins
While the rest of the school frets about grades we have a much more complex thing to worry about.

I am sure I am not the only one that received the letter. There shall be a meeting in the common room after the curfew for the rest of the lower years. Millicent, Gregory, and Vincent  please make sure the common room is free of younger years. The rest and me shall be checking for any other things that would be use as a leak do be on time. This is something that has been thrown to us we must make a choice nothing that we discuss must be leaked I hope all of you can understand that.

Private
So it comes a moment where I do not know what the bloody hell is going on!

My family wishes me to go to my grandmother as soon as possible, taking me out of school...

And Draco...

Locked Private to Students
Has anybody seen Draco?

It has been far too quiet...

Locked Private to Draco
Something has happened in my family. I believe I now know where their loyalties truly lay.

it has been slightly too quiet around here, has it not?

Slytherin girls in which spot of the dungeons have you gone? I do believe it is about time we spend at least an owl shopping day together since this infernal school fails to plan the trips to Hogsmeade.

Also Miss Malfoy ...

Oh dear heavens I do not know what to tell you.

Locked to Miss Malfoy
Madame I am very aware of the influence you hold or at least used to held over my mother, is there any possibility that you may use it?

Locked to Draco

I received an owl from my father and mother, they wish to pull me from the school, they failed to explain why and I shall demand explanations on my return letter but something tells me that this is just the calm before the storm. Have you had any process with your task?

Just need to set two things straight. 

The rumors are most certainly not true.

I am not available in any way so Slytherin boys and Bradley stop cornering me!

I have an incredibly strong headache that has lasted quite a couple of days now.  I suppose looking over books does not help at all

Girls, be kind enough to bring me something from the Great Hall my attempts of going to the Great hall lately just leave me with a stronger headache than before.

Backdated sometime to like after the game.
Words seem to be written with a shaky hand

Dear heavens...

Locked to the Slytherins
I do not know what is going on. I did not see him before the game for our usual crush Potter as hard as you can good luck kiss. Did any of you boys heard anything from him before the game?

Turpin I expect you to be in the library after classes in order to make this process quick and painless to all of us.

Precisely what i needed more homework asides from the one my so called relative is giving me

Time sure does fly I honestly do not know how the professors have managed to drown us in so much schoolwork that we end up forgetting what date it is. 

It is all ready october I truly can not believe this. 

Asides from that it seems that the Headmaster now wishes for us to take part in muggle traditions and actually dress in costume for Halloween? This truly is not fair at all. What is more disgusting is to see the students of this fine school actually wishing to be dressed in silly little costumes.

Locked Private to Malcolm

Are you any good with healing charms? Or at least would I tell you a spell and have you perform it? I'm having trouble performing some spells.

Last year at Hogwarts, and truth to be told with all the things the older students always said I expected myself to feel different than how I do.

Not even a month has passed and we all ready had funeral services I did not attend Longbottom's because truth to be told I do not care, just as I no one else in the school would care if someone that is friends with me died. I am not hypocrital and I shall never be.

Of course the favoritism continues they made Granger Head Girl probably to make the Gryffindor’s feel better about themselves than they usually do and to get them to stop whining so much.

I believe there has been some Ravenclaw boy stalking me lately. I am very tempted to just get Millicent to become my guard against him. He's quite frightening. 

I seem to have missplaced one of my ink bottles now, goodness it seems people fancy taking my writing supplies.

Well that is a prudent conclusion, whispering my name in sleep? Honestly.

 Right...schoolwork.

[Locked Private to Daphne Greengrass ]

I miss you, I don’t care which side you are in...you are still my friend...who am I jesting of course I care.

Have you ever thought about Millicent being...controversial?

Yes I am writing to you, I am a bit too disturbed to ask anyone else and Davis would have a field day.

Not that I was going to use your assistance during the summer, but just so you are informed that plan was cancelled.

[End Locked Private to Daphne Greengrass]

[Locked Private to Draco ]

Are you well? Have you been capable of sleeping?

[End Locked Private to Draco]

I can not sleep.

I can not believe ...

I should not make too much noise.

It is not really about me anyways.

I should burn the clothes. I can not take the blood off, and he does not need to see them again.

People are such idiots complaining about mundane things like "Oh goodness sake the worries of not having a boyfriend" when there are much more important things.

Would love to see what either one of them could do in this situation...

I feel sick

Happy Birthday to me

Now that didn't sound very nice. There are a lot of sounds during the night, and the mind does not seem capable of locking them out.

I need sleep...but my mind won't let me. I'm scared about someone taking him as I sleep. I need to keep him safe.

Locked private to Ginevra Weasley

When I am capable of sparing a moment I am going to ask you a few questions, Weasley. There is no need to fear me you are probably taller than me and stronger too unless you dared opened your mouth.

Locked Private
I am quite worried.

I have not seen Draco in some time, and when I do see him he seems incredibly distraught. I have not even seen him on this weekend I believe.

Then again I have been busy this weekend with school work so that might be it.

End Locked Private

It is surprising how fast time passes. Tomorrow I will finally be of age. Maybe I can now tell my mother just exactly what I think about her little comments about what a lady is.

Not to mention classes seem about to end, all though the work they give us does not seem any different. With that summer is aproaching...heavens.